Well, I have been with this same girl for about 2 years now. Absolute chaos! At first it was chaos. I met my girlfriend at work, go figure.. And she was already married. Her ex-husband was a mess and she was already unhappy.. So, I stuck around (not thinking with a full deck) because we used to have great conversations. We used to talk all the time. But of course, the honeymoon phase only lasts so long. She has two kids, I have none of my own and actually, me and her ex get a long great. It was **** at the start because he threatened my life on multiple occasions. I always asked myself what have I gotten myself into, but I started falling for her. I have a tendency to fall for women fast (thanks to being a Leo). I haven't been faithful to her. And I have messed around on her with my ex. I do feel bad about the things I've done and I've tried to be as honest as I possibly can about it, but I get beat up about it constantly. I don't think there is anything left. I think its virtually impossible to re-gain trust once its been broken. It has been about 8 months since I've done anythig like that, and I just feel like its over. About the only good thing we have in common is our sex drives. Blah! Lesson learned; never mess with an already married women, even if she wants it.
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