- I lost a really beautiful person in my life...never did I ever think this person was capable of taking his own life. I promised him over and over my time, to take motorcycle rides, dinners, vacations...but my life was such an upside down mix of **** and chaos that it never seemed to be good time and now he is gone...I miss him already and the regret I feel in my heart is overwhelming and deafening...I am sorry for being such a ***** friend...I wish I had made time...I'm so lonely with him gone and I wonder if I deserve to be here without him....
I'm so sad01-09-10 11:50 PMLike 0 - amazinglygracelessRetired ModOh wow txl that is horrible and my heart goes out to you and all that loved him.
In answer to your last question, although it is an understandable reaction ( I have
been there) the answer is YES YOU DO. Never forget that and don't think otherwise.
If you need a shoulder.......01-10-10 02:40 AMLike 0 - I lost a really beautiful person in my life...never did I ever think this person was capable of taking his own life. I promised him over and over my time, to take motorcycle rides, dinners, vacations...but my life was such an upside down mix of **** and chaos that it never seemed to be good time and now he is gone...I miss him already and the regret I feel in my heart is overwhelming and deafening...I am sorry for being such a ***** friend...I wish I had made time...I'm so lonely with him gone and I wonder if I deserve to be here without him....
I'm so sad
Posted from my CrackBerry at wapforums.crackberry.com01-10-10 03:03 AMLike 0 - i'm sorry for your loss... i know what you're going through. all i can say is that there will be times when you're gonna be feeling down, and negative. but you have to stay strong and stay positive. think of all the great times in the past that you shared with him.01-10-10 07:19 AMLike 0
- I am so sorry. This is such a shattering blow. You may want to think of how you can honor him by living fully.
Suicidal individuals usually make the decision to end thier lives and only a professional can intervene to prevent them.
Take good care of yourself. take time to work through your feelings.01-10-10 07:35 AMLike 0 - I am truly sorry for your loss. It is the ones left behind who always suffer the most.
Like others suggest take good care of yourself. Hold to the good memories. In time the pain will diminish.
Posted from my CrackBerry at wapforums.crackberry.com01-10-10 07:40 AMLike 0 - I'm sorry txl, it must be difficult. Just keep in mind, while you try to make sense out of it, some things in life are a little Chewbacca.01-10-10 07:49 AMLike 0
- Thank you all.
Last night was such a rough night for me...I don't know where my head was I think it all was just too overwhelming. I sincerely appreciate you reaching out to me...it may take me awhile to get over the loss, but I know I belong here. Try as I might I don't think I will ever make sense of it.
Just gonna miss him...
thank you from the bottom of my heart, for being here for me.01-10-10 03:53 PMLike 0 - Morning dear.
Very sorry to hear about your loss. You know how to get a hold of me if you need someone to talk to. I'll be around.01-11-10 03:37 AMLike 0
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