Hey I guess lately no matter what activities I get myself into I can't shake this feeling of most would call depression. I have a great group of friends and wonderful family but some days go by and everything looks grey. A beautiful sunny day looks cloudy. Laughter and sweet smells of life are no longer enjoyable. Instead you weep for something but can't put a face or name to it. Its not depression but rather a longing..a longing for everything to make sense again.
I come on here to find someone who can intrigue me but it seems like a lot of people aren't interested in anything more then just to "see" what the person looks like. Carrying on a conversation is like pulling teeth!
If anyone is out there....really present respond to this...save me
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Why save when one can invest? The risk to reward ratio can be much greater, and can make one feel more whole than in a hole. What in life is worse than grey? It is to give in to the total darkness. One cannot always expect to be shown the light, sometime, it must come from within.
Must everything make sense, or should some things be random as hsirebbig? Can you make sense of senselessness? Maybe there is a place to go....
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Why save when one can invest? The risk to reward ratio can be much greater, and can make one feel more whole than in a hole. What in life is worse than grey? It is to give in to the total darkness. One cannot always expect to be shown the light, sometime, it must come from within.
Must everything make sense, or should some things be random as hsirebbig? Can you make sense of senselessness? Maybe there is a place to go...
MATCH.COM!!!!!!!!!
if that didn't make you smile then you're hopeless....jk
i feel the same way.. but what what i do is just keep myself busy. mingle with friends and just be myself.
Yes being weith friends help. Being myself is always something I can rest on....although there is space...and I guess that's where I get lost. In that space
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Why save when one can invest? The risk to reward ratio can be much greater, and can make one feel more whole than in a hole. What in life is worse than grey? It is to give in to the total darkness. One cannot always expect to be shown the light, sometime, it must come from within.
Must everything make sense, or should some things be random as hsirebbig? Can you make sense of senselessness? Maybe there is a place to go....
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Yes total darkness can be reassuring....I guess its a place where I need to be. I've tried hobbies friends work and school...but I guess in all that I am missing time to go within. That's a journey I dread, its lonely scary but I guess I need to venture there in order to find my light
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That's was pretty funny but ur missing your the point entirely!
no, i'm not missing my point, you're missing the point. nothing, nothing is worth feeling the way you do and if you can't laugh about it then you're posting in the wrong forum man. have a smile!
Did you seek treatment or are on any type of medication?
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GUYS I'm not DEPRESSED trust me when I tell you!! But I do appreciate ur efforts!! All I want something new and stimulating...ohh geesh can't wait 2 hear the responses on that
Pkcable
Thank you for the song...I appreciate all this positive feedback. In my life I am always the voice of positives...I am surrounded by selfish people. It seems to be what I attract in friends and relationships...frustrating at times but its rewarding, however it drains you...then you have none left for yourself so thank you
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no, i'm not missing my point, you're missing the point. nothing, nothing is worth feeling the way you do and if you can't laugh about it then you're posting in the wrong forum man. have a smile!
I'm posting in the right forum...I created it!!! Like I said before...it was comical what you wrote so obviously you aren't good at paying attention!
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I think u r suffering from burnout. Perhaps, it is time for you to take care of yourself and put yourself first instead of everyone else. Ask yourself, what do I want? That should get u started on the road to discovering who u r as a person. Look also at the people around u. Ur friends, e.g. Do u still need them? Which of them are worth keeping and which should be 'let go'? Define urself as a person and find new friends based on ur new understanding of urself.
A few questions.
How old are you as this is happening?
And, Are you asking for people to talk to?
And if you are, then would you be willing to BBM about it to someone who could just listen to it?
Of course I'd respond.
But if thats all you want then just PM me.
I think I may have gone though this.
A few questions.
How old are you as this is happening?
And, Are you asking for people to talk to?
And if you are, then would you be willing to BBM about it to someone who could just listen to it?
Of course I'd respond.
But if thats all you want then just PM me.
I think I may have gone though this.
Hummm, console with someone named deathcommand............... ironic LOL.
OP kind of know what you mean and not sure what the answer is to get out of it.
Best advice I have is to talk to someone outside of your circle, someone completely new to you. Its always good to get an outside opinion or thought on things at least I think it is. Even if its just someone to b*tch to! I have a few people I've met via bbm and here that I talk to just to complain to. If that's the case pm me I'll listen works slow this time of the year and it makes the time go by.
