hello berry-addict, AKA ???
It was your arrogance that caused, escalated and ignited this whole incident. (Arrogance: I am always right, I must always win).
In the thread that precipitated you being banned, you were rude and insulting, all because things are not the way you think they should be. You could not accept this or work around or within it (I am always right, I must always win)
Is your shield of arrogance so valuable to your psyche that you cannot lower it enough to see past yourself? (arrogance is insecurity disguised as confidence)
You acted childishly. You could have handled the situation much better.
Be an adult, apologize, and move on.
Doing otherwise is irrational.