Retrieving deleted Hotmail message that are still on server?

ok so check this out:
i deleted some emails from my hotmail account off of my blackberry. is there any way to "re-push" these emails back to my phone, as they are still on the hotmail server. trust me i've read tons on the "reconcile now" issue and won't get into that. BUT!!! get this. one time i hit reconcile now for my hotmail account and it actually worked. don't know how or why but it worked. that was the first and last time. sound weird? thought so. so is there another way to get my emails back?

thanks

forward back from hotmail......yes i am a crack(berry) head

Just email them back to your device!

Crackberry head!!!

Changed thread title. The original had nothing to do with the
issue presented in the in the first post.