If it doesn't load in your application loader, (which this icon probably won't) it's not actually an application taking memory just a launch icon I believe which should hurt too much. I know I have the icon but in apps it's not there.
I screwed up. Forgot I had the icon still because I moved it all the way down the screen and hid it. I still got it too, but it's not in my application list in the option screen.