Is it possible for this to work with Gmail on my desktop and BB?

I have been searching the forums to see if this has been discussed before so I apologize if it has and I overlooked it.

I currently have my Gmail account sent to my BB. It is coordinated with my desktop so if I receive an email on my Gmail account, it goes straight to my BB unless I have Outlook (which I use for gmail on my desktop) currently open. I also have it set so that it synchs with any deletions I make on my BB. This is great and what I wanted. However, I thought that the email would still show up on my core Gmail acount via the Gmail website. However, much to my dissapointment, it does not. So basically the emails go to my BB and only to my BB (so if I delete them on my BB they are permanently deleted on the Gmail website).

What I want is for my emails to go to my BB (not Outlook if they have gone to my BB) but always to the core Gmail.com so that I have a record of the email on Gmail.com.

Is this possible?

Thanks very much in advance.

When deleting them off the BB make sure you chose the delete from handheld option, when you delete from mailbox and handheld it deletes the e-mail off the g-mail servers.

The problem with that is that you'll also get them in outlook the next time you launch and it checks for new mail.